Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Tick tock

I'm losing time for myself.

I promised myself I'd update this blog regularly and I haven't been able to do that at all.


Second semester is taking up a lot of my time and energy.


I don't understand why I've felt so exhausted these past two weeks.


It's like something invisible has been sucking the life force out of me.


Every time I get to school, I wish I was home and in bed instead, while every time I get home, I wish I was out doing something useful.


One thing I really want right now is a ticket to some place other than here.


I need a breather. I need to get away from it all.


Man, that sounds really selfish and self-serving considering how sembreak just ended two weeks ago and the semester has barely started.


But I can't help it. I feel like I'm not ready to face everything yet.


I wish I could just fast-forward to Christmas break.


I don't even know why I'm typing this post like this.


I'm starting to feel a little better though.


I wish that feeling could last much longer.


I seriously need it.