Tick tock

I'm losing time for myself.

I promised myself I'd update this blog regularly and I haven't been able to do that at all.

Second semester is taking up a lot of my time and energy.

I don't understand why I've felt so exhausted these past two weeks.

It's like something invisible has been sucking the life force out of me.

Every time I get to school, I wish I was home and in bed instead, while every time I get home, I wish I was out doing something useful.

One thing I really want right now is a ticket to some place other than here.

I need a breather. I need to get away from it all.

Man, that sounds really selfish and self-serving considering how sembreak just ended two weeks ago and the semester has barely started.

But I can't help it. I feel like I'm not ready to face everything yet.

I wish I could just fast-forward to Christmas break.

I don't even know why I'm typing this post like this.

I'm starting to feel a little better though.

I wish that feeling could last much longer.

I seriously need it.